oh!!! (funny look on the face) thanks...

after reading simon's blog, i remembered i did the same thing couple of days ago.

it was last friday, had my lunch at old office area with my colleagues, cos one of them needs to do some banking.... was a busy day where lunch hour cum prayer day... i wanna keep it short. there was a Nestea truck parking near the banks area giving out free Nestea lemon pack drinks. went to get it with my colleagues. got 1/2 a dozen and put it in the freezer in office.

the day was gone and time to go home. took the packs out and wanna bring home and can have it later. when i was driving through those normal rm1.60 tol booth. me a person who wont wind down windows and pay the coins of rm1.60 (got smarttag mah) but that day i just wanna bless the attendant, so i drove to the TUNAI lane. digging for my coins from the car's ashtray and walla rm1.60.

upon reaching the booth and try to look for one which is not busy and no cars tailing me. wind down my window and gave him the coins, and followed by a pack of nestea lemon real cold one. "oh!!!! thanks." he said. (funny look on the face?) nope is is a face of gratitude, speachless. and i took another pack out and ask him to pass it to the car behind me. "oh ok" he answered with a big smile on his face.

it's a very slight chance (very indeed) i would see him again. and i didnt slow down to wait for the back car to over took me and give me a wave or a smile. ( so -.-"' if the car just drives away....) well the rest of it, i didnt manage to have one also. all given away.

anyway, some ppl would think what are you doing? "keep it for urself lah". some would say "u are so naive" (is for u nette). well i would say it is His way. things are different in His doings, and most of the time i or rather us do not know what is He doing. but i know in everything He does there is a reason behind it. but all in all, is by His grace and love that sustain me till today.

my day

head was heavy
must be from the booze and pool with my buddy
but i still need to get ready
for a wonderful start of a saturday

mom and dad arrived last nite
realized their car's road tax expired
so that leave me no choice
but to leave them my conveyance

they are here for a reason
to witness their dreams to fulfillment
their youngest daughters hand to be taken
by sam, a dear gentleman

sam, i knew him almost forever
someone i respect and honour
as a freind, a boss and an LF leader
but never expect him to end up with my sister (hahahahahhaaa)

i know my day is every where
hope to keep it simple
and i will end it here
before i get fired..........

mother's day - ya i know its over

never too late when its dear to my heart

time to end winter
cos spring is just around the corner
the scene and weather never been so much better
cos in spring, YOU are just like blooming flowers

it just seems like yesterday
where YOU kept my troubles away
never a single moment i worry
cos i know YOU are there standing by

i remember the days of my past
when i was young and always lost
but YOU were there to make my path straight
to guide me and mould me to be mr. right

i could go on and on
un-ending story bout the one who carries me on
speaking bout YOU my heart and mind goes on
i will always cherish all the days that are gone

today is the day i proud of YOU
tomorrow is the day i will make YOU proud
there are no more words i can spell
all i could say is "i love YOU MOM"

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY

IPOH Mali

first was MUAR and now IPOH..... way to go Perak kia..

lyrics got from Jeremy's page

(Intro)
Yo, this song’s close to the heart, it’s my hometown baby, representin’/Ipoh where you at?

(Chorus)
Ipohmali Ipoh Ipohmali/ I sing it loud and proud that’s who I be/
Cos’ small town dreams do come through/ so stand up and represent where you from too boo
Uh/ Ipohmali Ipoh Ipohmali/
I sing it loud and proud that’s who I be/
Cos’ small town dreams do come through so stand up and represent where you from too boo

(Verse 1)
Yo I was born and raised in a place/ where the hottest women come from /
Ipoh city/ that’s where I’ll always belong/ Don’t get me wrong yo/
I’m KL lite now/ Its just that my roots stay strong/
Growin’ up as a Ipoh chink kid representin’ it/ Ipoh Garden Eastside yo was the hood I was kickin’ it/
I grew up poor but I had the riches memories/ Wooley Food Centre rockin’ arcades religiously/ And after school/ me and my crew/ DFS would be-boy on the sidewalks in front of Fair Park shops/ And as my story drops/ I recollect I never had them fancy kicks, fancy clothes all I had was Hip Hop/
And peer pressure left me with a scar/cos’ when kids were rockin’ Airwalks/I was rockin’ Bata/Back then/ I had nothin’ but a dream to be a rap star/
Now who would have thought this Ipoh chink would get this far?

Chorus 1x

(Verse 2)
Yo I’m a Ipohmali chinaman/ I represent/ small town kids havin’ big dreams so understand/ When I spit this rhyme yo’ I’m spittin’ it right/
My flows divine and miraculous givin’ the blind sight, haha
Back in the day circa ‘95/ In St. Michaels Church where I prayed for my life to get better/
So I can be mah’ family’s provider/ the answer/ was to audition for Poetic Ammunition’s replacement rapper/I dropped the beatbox blew Yogi B away/ got the record deal/ had a choice to make/ leave for KL or do I stay?/ Cos’ everybody sayin’ then bein’ a rapper don’t pay/ From Bingotown to Greentown I was strollin’/ contemplatin’ what mah’ life’s future would be holdin’/ Everybody I knew was all against it/ they said 16 yearold Ipoh kid will never make it/ But I/ persevered/ A boy with no fear/ I had hopes as high as Hotel Excelsior/ For years I proved my critics wrong/ that’s why I wrote this song to tell the world where I’m from cos’ I’m…….

Chorus 1x

(Bridge)
We Ipohmali baby here to show y’all what we got/
Never underestimate yourself/ cos’ you can make it/ no matter where you are/
It ain’t where you’re from but how you make it to the top/
Cos’ we are Ipohmali baby, here to show y’all what we got

To all mah’ peeps all down at JB/ Throw your hands up if y’all hear me/
To all mah cats down at KL city/ Holla at me if y’all hear me/
To all my pheng ew across the sea now/ Penang khia are y’all still down?/
And everybody across the nation/ you can make it just be patient/

(Verse 3)
Now flash forward to the present/ mah’ life at this point/
Nobody knows mah’ real name/ they all call me Point/
I’m an industry veteran/ 10 years in the game/ 3 LPs/ now that’s evidence/
I seen it all/ the ladies, the groupies, the fancy parties, award ceremonies, glory and all that money (money)/ But I learned the hard way that fame came with a price/
For Point Blanc to be more famous than Ipoh chicken rice/

(Outro singing)
Ipoh, Ipoh, if y’all afraid go call the popo/
It’s your boy Point lettin’ you know/ the hottest chink hollerin’ from Ipoh/
(Repeat 1x)

(Outro adlib)
Voyeur Records! It ain’t where you’re from/ its where you at/
So be proud of where you’re from baby, cos’ I am/

back after 2 donkey years

ok finally i am sitting still and start my blog... AGAIN???? ya i know i am bored... but hope my i might be consistent this time. ok its time to bring my client out for dinner... update more soon... trust me... gonna ba very soon.

KLIA for New Year

blessed new year peeps.... and happy birthday to my baby... am sorry i have to leave for China on your birthday... i will make it up to u when am back ok... me luv u lots....

cant talk much now cos am catching the plane and hope that i will enjoy my ride there this time... cos i felt like flying is a nightmare to me now... think is due to flying too much... hahahaha.

just got an sms from my fren in china and said that it is snowing there... hahaha never in my life i saw snow before.. this will be my first time... exited... full of exitement.

ok ok... here wishing all a wonderful new year and hope all in good health..... to my baby... me luv u the most and thinking of u every single moment i left u just now.... muaaaackssss.....

GOD BLESS A NEW YEAR AND FILL IT WITH LOVE!!!

third week

been here for the third week and am still stuck here... snow is filling up and i am all ready for hibernation. cos am a summer mamal cannot work in winter and i know i will freeze to death...

china been great, have been travelling to few parts this time... been to Wushi, nanjing, Suzhou, shanghai yup al close by and i am all exited after visit to these places.... been a good experience cos i got to travel not onli in busses but also in trains...

china china, people of china... i respect all chinese ppl here... there civilization is like 10 year behind us... well was in suzhou and wanted to go visit a fren here and because myfren is just staying down the road from where i was she ask me to take a bus and will reach her place in no time. with me was 2 malaysians and another china guy. was waiting at the bus stop and i know china have loads and loads of ppl. so as an observator i just look at how ppl behave in china. well a bus came, and another bus was behind the first and the ppl rush to the second bus, third bus and forth bus came all queueing like a 100 meter away and ppl from the bus stop run to the bus at the back..... no words to express.... and i turn to my china fren and said china ppl..... well after i turn my head i saw my bus coming queueing behind all the busses and for me is like i wont wanna go all the way back just to get on that bus... was expecting the ppl running there as well and i mean alot.... my malaysian fren beside me say u better run to the bus now or u will never get the bus... i was so hesitate to walk 100meters just to get on a bus which will come to me... in a second..... ha ha before i could shout back and say u all go ahead another fren shouted back.... "HEY YOU ARE IN CHINA SO ACT LIKE ONE LAH" laughing in background..... reluctantly i drang my legs there....

well was in KFC two days ago... ya its saturday so sure got loads of ppl in town... was queueing at the counter to order my food. well its china.. ppl dun queue they rush to the counter... i was like... loking at them in different way and they dun even get a damn of want i meant. well the line was not long and its like need to wait for another 2 person and its my turn.... this old man with his kids rush to the counter and order their food... the Waiter was so nice and told the man off and said that he didnt line up and ask him to line up... well all of us like staring at him and ask him to take his queue and he still insisted that he queued up and its his turn well in the end the waiter didnt even bother to take any order from him untill he queue up.... hahaha serve him right.... padam muka....

china china... was my first time in a train and my colleague bought a ticket for me to go to wushi and u know what its a double decker train... my first time and it looks cool.... china train.... went to shanghai in a bus from wushi and it cost rm 25. expensive for onli 2 hours ride.... buses fare here is crazy... was down in shanghai for few days for business and was travelling around alone and know no one there.... check in to my hotel and walk around the big big big big big big big big city and was freezing cold.... few days passes and went to get a train ticket to go back to Suzhou, yup back there cos there is where my nest is and my apartment is. went to the ticketing window and ask for a ticket to suzhou. and the girl at the counter say onli have 5 pm train and i say i take it.... cost onli rm 10. train tickets here are very cheap and i have good seats with wide spacious seats. was my best train ride....... china china china train again..... went to shanghai again and this time was a rush... jus a day trip... went in the morning and rush back in the evening... didnt wanted to buy my ticket cos i dunno when i will be heading back to suzhou.... day ended at 9pm/..... rush to the train station to get a train tic... and i went to the widow and say the earliest train to suzhou and she say 1130pm. i say what???? ya 1130 take it or leave it.... and it is a no seat train..... i have to get back to suzhou... i dun like shanghai......... and i took it..... and onli RMB7 ya RM tiga ringit sahaja for a 2 hours ride.

u wanna know how does a no seat train look like???? really loads of ppl.... and loads of ppl standing as well.... and every one is smoking.... ya two hours in that condition and i feel like dying there...... finally am back..... back to my sweet apartment and off for party cos was friday nite...... ya it was 130 when i reach suzhou but that when the party started....

today is monday and my 4th monday here.... heading home tomolo..... PTL... cant wait to go back home..... told u guys before,.... i miss my car............ ok gtg.... will be more hardworking back there cos is so cold here till my fingers are freezing......... luv u all..... cheerss.......

a week in china already

been here a week but been draining me off... work whole day and stay up till nite onli go back.... hope i will get all things done... cheers ppl....

niagara falls

ok this is the best part of the whole trip... i mean for fun... but for work been a great experience since day one... well if u guys wonder how come i am in canada when my meetings r in seattle... well i had a meeting here as well on friday so came by and have a longer stay here.... well called for a normal tour to the falls but when the pick up came it was a MPV... my eyes like... wow this will be great cos we are paying a big group trip to the falls and now is like a private tour there... hahahaha.... well we went straight for the falls and it took us like 1 hour to reach there. the guide talk to me thru the whole journey cos my two colleague was sound asleep back there... when we arrived there its was an amaze to me cos i never knew the place is so well developed... it is like a small town with all the entertainment. its like a mini universal studio. and for "kaki judi" there are two big casino there... but didnt have the chance visit any of them... sad :( really hard to express my feeling toward this wonderful place cos it is out of my comprehension. and i had a wonderful time here........ the tour didnt end here... we went to a near by village in niagara and its a small countryside town but pack with tourist. nothing much in the small town but there are horse rides, beautiful houses, english buildings and pretty faces....

later we went to near by vinery. yup got to taste wines... for free..... yummy yummy yummy.... i was trying few types of wine... red white and so on.... here they have a famous wine called Icewine or some ppl called them dessert wines. well its very famous in this area. and its very very expensive... hehehe i took it last cos it will spoild my other wines and its a beauty... its so smooth, sweet, and fruity.... u can eventually float in the air....

well while enjoying my icewine the making of the wine is only able to produce it once in a year... and it have to be winter. they harvest their grapes in winter and have to be night time.. yup there is when the grapes are frozen. these wines are concentrated and one grape only can produce a drop of ice wine. that is why its expensive and taste so good.

yum bought some back home to let my girl and i enjoy together on her birthday... kekekeke... and another bottle to be enjoyed with my other wine lover frens... cant buy much cos i have no more $$$ d... kekekekeke..... thats my trip in niagara....

in redmond

woke up eaarly. wanna take shower but it was like ice in the tub, standing there for like 10 minutes frozen cos cannot move,,,.. hahaha actually dun dare to turn the tap.... but finally just fullblast on the heater and let the water run first.... was refreshing after the shower....

got ready and went to nearby pancake house to have br8fast. breakfast was nice and hot tea was the savior of the day. my pick up was at 8.30 so went back to the hotel and waited by the fire place. nice nice... anything that is hot is nice at that time...

me like hot... how hot also i dun mind but cold..... eeee..... dunno how to get rip of it. well the pick up was on time and drove us to the company in another smaller town named Duvall. very nice small town. everything there is so quiet and calm... a good place to settle down and have family.

the meeting was there and saw how they work and their depth of their knowledge. wow!!!

well was here for three full days and they are a good host and they fed us well... everyday good lunch and good dinner...

well left redmond on thursday morning and head to toronto... yup canada... more to come...... keep on tune... kekekeke

flying to US

its business trip here so have to keep low profile.... cant tell u all everything or i need to do massive manslaughtering. hehehehehe

well dun worry i will update u where i went for the whole trip. my journey there was long... from Seoul took bout 13 hours to LA. haha... ya i know LA is a great place.... Las Vegas is there but too bad aint have any chance to visit there cos my connecting flight is to Seattle.....

Seattle a beautiful place... and when we landed the shuttle van took us to a small town called Redmond... hmmm, some of u may know this small town, yupp its the HQ of Microsoft.... and the ppl said that if there is no MS there is no Redmond.... hmm.... wonder wonder.... lets put it this way, if there is no iHs there is no Puchong.... kekekekekekeke... ok ok... stop the craps.

well MS was not my next stop. the van took us to a clozy hotel named Redmond Inn.... its a beautiful hotel. was bout 5pm when arrive at the inn. yup its still sunday.... hahaha had a 24hours flight and bout 10 hours transit and it is still sunday.... ha ha.... too bad jet lag and not worth to gain a day.

didnt manage to scout around at nite cos was freezing cold. was like 5degC and plus wind plus rain... its freezing.... just need to hibernate and there i go to my bed and ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz.

transiting in seoul international airport

hi hi peeps, what a long flight from malaysia to korea, it took like 6 hours to reach here... moreover it is an airbus. there are no individual screen so have to bear with the radio station... but u know what in korean air 9 out of 10 channels are korean radio channel. how sad.

ppl one more thing before the ppl behind the queue nag me.... korean air girls are not pretty at all.... will go on my laptop and see if there is any wireless network where i tap on and go online and update my blog since i have bout 10 hours here.... kekekekekekeke.... ok ok ok... ppl behind me going to be frus soon.... cheers ppl....

manU ends arse's run

clash of the titans just now... was like last year when they met in the same arena.... interesting 90mins of action. both my fav team in action, never want any of them to lose but the tribe have spoken today. its the end of continues unbeaten in epl.

felt bad for them cos it wasnt a fair game, manu's players were so extremely dirty in the first half no doubt arse's were too but manu over did it... moreover the referee was either blind last nite or obviously bias.

first half was struggle for both... trying their best to get the ball near the goal and score... few opportunities for both but just can finish with a bang..... all was exhausted after the tiring match.... went to their locker room to get a boost from their manager and coach.

second half started and wasnt good in the beginning till like WHAT!!! a controversial decision by the referee and manu got their penalty kick. it was like last seasons match..... the arena was quiet.... van nistelrooy walk to the twelve yard to payback his miss from the same spot, same arena, same goal keeper, same rival. whistel heard, took his breath and off a smooth touch to be save (hahahaha) last yr he kick it too hard and got the pole. and he got the victorious goal at minute 73.

later a perfect combination pass by smith to rooney to deliver his birthday gift into the back of the net. rooney secured manu at the minute 90. cheers to rooney for the excellent finisher. happy bitrthday to u.

times out. full time manu 2 - arse nil. i felt lousy at first cos was so wasted after 50th minus 1 match unbeaten but i realized that i rather they fall to a titan than a underdogs, and the fall will be greater.

again, bravo to Man U!!!

went home feeling great and will sleep real well now.... nites ppl..... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

engine 33

another hero movie, a typical story of a firefighter, drama yet abit of action here and there.... well dun have to say bout the movie much u guys out there will start to imagine it like other rescue movie look a like. most of the scenes are predictable (ya oh i told u all its a typical one oh).

anyway the thing that is worth to watch bout this movie is the cast (sorry girls if u all are looking for a brat pitts.... sorry no in here and no where near him at all) not bout their looks but more of how pheonix, joaquin (i tut was a gurls name but my fren says its a guys name.)put himself in the shoe of a firefighter. i think he is the right man for it....

johnny boy is old d... all he can do is sits around the engine and telling what to do and what not to do. if u know him, and havent watch the movie. u all will know what character suits him in the movie.... Yes u r right - the baby sitter of engine 33. he is good at this type of character, no doubt. recently dun see him in action much but the good old days in face off (a show i watch more than 10 times and still urge to watch it). emm.... if u r old enuf u all will know him as a comedian and even older a singer and dancer..... hehehehehe... i think i am old d....

jacinda barrett, one of my fren who watch with me said that she is a girl he would do anything for her, even go to the moon to plug a flower(if moon have one) for her he will do it. for me..... hmmm she is hot but not a woman i will die for. nice and sweet from the first look but later not so lah.... she started as a young and decent gurl to a mother of 2 kids... well can she act? better than kirsten dunst from my own oppinion.

what do u think?

raining in malacca

to all.... especially those who read my blog... i was so touch that ppl even call me and tell me that i am back... hahahaha, back as in updating myself in my blog. really touch... even msn ppl like saying finally no more autumn huh.... touch... thanks for jus doping by. luv u guys.... muaaaackssss.....

in malacca, in sam's house, his mum cooks wonderful food... aint recovered yet but what the hack.... wallop onli...

y in mlk? well had a company sales and product briefing in my malacca branch today and tomolo. interesting to look at ppls reaction when talk about selling their own company's products. ppls mind sets... when they know the insights of the company they always look at the cons of the product but never focus on the strength that we have.... hai disappointed but happy cos i c how i grew these few years in the company and without ppl in here i wouldnt be writing here...

special thanks to all that impacted my life...

ok ok i think i should stop now.... need my rest cos aint feeling good at all.... u all have a great weekend ya.... cheers....

autumn in china no more

hi hi ppl... been mia for some time and planning to get my arse back in here and move my fingers... first of all been a long while since me myself visited my own page... must be the lazy virus spreading around.

many things been going on here and there, hope to catch up everything in here. today aint a good day for me. woke up at 2.30am, ya was raining and my spotty woke me up... she was so scared and scratching the door and i gotta wake up and teman her... got my lazy butt up and went down to sleep on the couch so she wont wake up the others. yup she is ok after that but for me, am so awake and cant go back to sleep. but finally still manage to sleep well... woke up again at 5 and this time my head was burning and my body is freezing.... knew i caught a cold and going to fall sick if i dun take care.... went to the kitchen and grab a Hor Yan Hor tea bag and drink it down warm and force myself back to bed and get the sweat out... hopefully by morning i will get well and get back to work...

7.30am
alarm rang, woke up and head still burning. go brush up and drank some water and ot back to bed.

8.00am
second alarm rang, woke up woste than before.... knock down right away....

9.20am
late late late, force myself up and get to work....

9.35am
in office, like zombie... can even manage my stuff and work. went br8fast took some food, day getting worse to worst.

12.00pm
cant even answer my client question when he called... knew my body aint functioning anymore.....

1.00pm
went out off office to look for a doctor near by and took mc for the day

1.30pm
back home sleep like a baby till 6pm.

6.00pm
sis woke me up and cooked porridge for me... how sweet.... but others are feasting... sis bought some food from the ramadan bazaar and they are feasting and me with my plain porridge.

7.00pm
not getting better, but even worst.... took med and back to dreamland but eyes wide open till now...

10.30pm
status??? still bad... cant sleep and even cant move alot.... felt so hungry now but dunno what to eat... saw some left over food but i know i cant eat them... hai..... ok lah i will get back to bed and hopefully tomolo will be a brighter day for me...... cheers ppl.... sleep well and drink loads of water k.... end...

Autumn in China Part II

well talk about starting to like china but there sure have downside of every thing. drivers are on the left side, how to shift gear with my right hand??? am so used to left hand shift gear and ramp my accelerator and have my perfect shift with my 86???? traffic lights. on a four lane cross junction traffic lights. when green light on my side, the other side also green, well it is common but the weird thing is that my side allowed to turn left (remember china is driving on the right lane) and same goes to the cars coming from opposite direction. turning left is 24hours even its red light..... word of advice : DO NOT SPEED even it is green light, cos cars come from ALL directions.

Well spent a weekend here and was friday nite went out partying in China. well will sure compare but let me go to details. two of my colleagues are going back malaysia on sat so boss say lets go out and party... i cant believe my big boss went clubbing with us... oh no... i dun even dare to do anything and felt so wierd to party with boss... well one of my customer was there with us and took us to somewhere ok lah... i didnt wanna go but wanna compare with malaysia... well was not a bad place crowded with over 300 ppl in a small warehouse. and there are two floors so i went up to the first floor to have a better view.... sat there and talk to few girls there... my madrin aint so good so they have a good laugh at me... any how this are just normal... untill i saw two girls fighting, yup live cat show... and the chain went on.... there was like 8-10 girls fighting on the dance floor.... whoosh... ofcos on the first floor i saw the whole thing... pretty good view. but just in a less than 5 mins the bouncers took all of them out... shows over and all of them get back to party/.... i think is normal there...

well my customer is really good in girls which he manage to get few girls to dance and drink with my colleagues and boss. well me still sitting away from them cos i dun wanna have a crazy one jus sit there by myself and chill out. well if u wanna compare???? malaysia is better.

surprisingly all of them are so well behave and went back before 2am.... hmm.... think all of them have a reputation to keep. ask me i enjoy my time there???? not at all... is the ppl lah.... i prefer my companions in KL... miss u all back there and i will be back soon...

SATURDAY NITE FEVER...... to be continue...................................

Autumn in China part I

greeeeeeeetings from China..... well guys, china is a great place to explore and you all should look at the infrastructure, well if u think coming here is jus for the mother nature. Well, make my words u guys are wrong. place here is great... the buildings, the streets, the trees, the people, THE FOOD, free broadband every where. am here for work s not much time going around....

have been here for almost a week and am enjoying the weather.... its september and in a month time will be autumn. every morning i woke up there is something different on the same street i walk by everyday, the colors of the leaves of every three started to turn orange. wow first time in my life in a four season country... like it here alot but i dun think i like the summer here... my colleague said that is was so hot that u dun even wanna go anywhere, it was like 40 deg cel!!!!! realli siau one.

not a fun time here cos pressure from customer is great, need to play with ur tougue and dip it in the oil..... hahahahahaha

ok ok ... more to come..... update next time

no updates in here....

sorry guy for no updates, will try to make my time in here for sure.... BTW am in China now.....

moment of silence part II

Just got back from swan, met with loads of frens back there, nowhere like home. Place is small, traffic is light, a place where I wanna be but not this trip.

Went back on Monday nite after work. I didn’t wanna drive so Michael (swan mate) drove back, with two more swan mates. We were just chatting in the car and catching up. The journey was long cos mic wanna have a safe drive home. I was restless in the car cos am not use to sit in a long journey without touching the wheels.... me bugging so hard for mic to let me drive but he jus dun wanna me to drive cos he knows I will speed... hahaha... jus sit back and toss around lo.

Arrived at my home town, always was a happy moment when saw the two stretch of shop lots in Kg Koh but this time everyone was so quiet in the car. The place is so small even i couldn’t catch my breath, the junction to the house is just ahead. Took the turn and saw cars, cars, cars parking along the road. Our car move even slower and atmosphere was really dull in the car. Just hope that it is not happening, got a parking and walk towards the house. Saw other frens there and greeted all of them. Saw the casket, and we walk towards it. Heart was rolling fast n hard, approached the coffin and look down. saw his face, almost couldn’t recognize him cos it was badly distorted. My heart jus cried out.... ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! My tear jus couldn’t flow out at all... speechless and null for a moment... my frens push me away cos they were behind me and wanted to see him for the last time.

Aint a moment everyone was looking forward to see. Ai ling just broke down in tears.... I was blur thru out the whole nite and went back to my aunt’s blur. Totally blur........

Yesterday was the funeral, there were so many ppl... more than the nite before. more frens were there. If u ask me hows the funeral, well ok lah.. like other funerals lo... how to say the funeral was good if it isn’t a good thing to attend at all. Paid my last respect and one thing flashed my mind, and deep within me I know he is smiling up there with the Father above. It was just a relieve.

This is the time to cherish every moment u can spend time with the one u love. A simple smile and a simple care for ur fren before u cant even do it. Luv u all out there. Cheers.....