Monday, December 06, 2004

third week

been here for the third week and am still stuck here... snow is filling up and i am all ready for hibernation. cos am a summer mamal cannot work in winter and i know i will freeze to death...

china been great, have been travelling to few parts this time... been to Wushi, nanjing, Suzhou, shanghai yup al close by and i am all exited after visit to these places.... been a good experience cos i got to travel not onli in busses but also in trains...

china china, people of china... i respect all chinese ppl here... there civilization is like 10 year behind us... well was in suzhou and wanted to go visit a fren here and because myfren is just staying down the road from where i was she ask me to take a bus and will reach her place in no time. with me was 2 malaysians and another china guy. was waiting at the bus stop and i know china have loads and loads of ppl. so as an observator i just look at how ppl behave in china. well a bus came, and another bus was behind the first and the ppl rush to the second bus, third bus and forth bus came all queueing like a 100 meter away and ppl from the bus stop run to the bus at the back..... no words to express.... and i turn to my china fren and said china ppl..... well after i turn my head i saw my bus coming queueing behind all the busses and for me is like i wont wanna go all the way back just to get on that bus... was expecting the ppl running there as well and i mean alot.... my malaysian fren beside me say u better run to the bus now or u will never get the bus... i was so hesitate to walk 100meters just to get on a bus which will come to me... in a second..... ha ha before i could shout back and say u all go ahead another fren shouted back.... "HEY YOU ARE IN CHINA SO ACT LIKE ONE LAH" laughing in background..... reluctantly i drang my legs there....

well was in KFC two days ago... ya its saturday so sure got loads of ppl in town... was queueing at the counter to order my food. well its china.. ppl dun queue they rush to the counter... i was like... loking at them in different way and they dun even get a damn of want i meant. well the line was not long and its like need to wait for another 2 person and its my turn.... this old man with his kids rush to the counter and order their food... the Waiter was so nice and told the man off and said that he didnt line up and ask him to line up... well all of us like staring at him and ask him to take his queue and he still insisted that he queued up and its his turn well in the end the waiter didnt even bother to take any order from him untill he queue up.... hahaha serve him right.... padam muka....

china china... was my first time in a train and my colleague bought a ticket for me to go to wushi and u know what its a double decker train... my first time and it looks cool.... china train.... went to shanghai in a bus from wushi and it cost rm 25. expensive for onli 2 hours ride.... buses fare here is crazy... was down in shanghai for few days for business and was travelling around alone and know no one there.... check in to my hotel and walk around the big big big big big big big big city and was freezing cold.... few days passes and went to get a train ticket to go back to Suzhou, yup back there cos there is where my nest is and my apartment is. went to the ticketing window and ask for a ticket to suzhou. and the girl at the counter say onli have 5 pm train and i say i take it.... cost onli rm 10. train tickets here are very cheap and i have good seats with wide spacious seats. was my best train ride....... china china china train again..... went to shanghai again and this time was a rush... jus a day trip... went in the morning and rush back in the evening... didnt wanted to buy my ticket cos i dunno when i will be heading back to suzhou.... day ended at 9pm/..... rush to the train station to get a train tic... and i went to the widow and say the earliest train to suzhou and she say 1130pm. i say what???? ya 1130 take it or leave it.... and it is a no seat train..... i have to get back to suzhou... i dun like shanghai......... and i took it..... and onli RMB7 ya RM tiga ringit sahaja for a 2 hours ride.

u wanna know how does a no seat train look like???? really loads of ppl.... and loads of ppl standing as well.... and every one is smoking.... ya two hours in that condition and i feel like dying there...... finally am back..... back to my sweet apartment and off for party cos was friday nite...... ya it was 130 when i reach suzhou but that when the party started....

today is monday and my 4th monday here.... heading home tomolo..... PTL... cant wait to go back home..... told u guys before,.... i miss my car............ ok gtg.... will be more hardworking back there cos is so cold here till my fingers are freezing......... luv u all..... cheerss.......

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

a week in china already

been here a week but been draining me off... work whole day and stay up till nite onli go back.... hope i will get all things done... cheers ppl....

Friday, November 05, 2004

niagara falls

ok this is the best part of the whole trip... i mean for fun... but for work been a great experience since day one... well if u guys wonder how come i am in canada when my meetings r in seattle... well i had a meeting here as well on friday so came by and have a longer stay here.... well called for a normal tour to the falls but when the pick up came it was a MPV... my eyes like... wow this will be great cos we are paying a big group trip to the falls and now is like a private tour there... hahahaha.... well we went straight for the falls and it took us like 1 hour to reach there. the guide talk to me thru the whole journey cos my two colleague was sound asleep back there... when we arrived there its was an amaze to me cos i never knew the place is so well developed... it is like a small town with all the entertainment. its like a mini universal studio. and for "kaki judi" there are two big casino there... but didnt have the chance visit any of them... sad :( really hard to express my feeling toward this wonderful place cos it is out of my comprehension. and i had a wonderful time here........ the tour didnt end here... we went to a near by village in niagara and its a small countryside town but pack with tourist. nothing much in the small town but there are horse rides, beautiful houses, english buildings and pretty faces....

later we went to near by vinery. yup got to taste wines... for free..... yummy yummy yummy.... i was trying few types of wine... red white and so on.... here they have a famous wine called Icewine or some ppl called them dessert wines. well its very famous in this area. and its very very expensive... hehehe i took it last cos it will spoild my other wines and its a beauty... its so smooth, sweet, and fruity.... u can eventually float in the air....

well while enjoying my icewine the making of the wine is only able to produce it once in a year... and it have to be winter. they harvest their grapes in winter and have to be night time.. yup there is when the grapes are frozen. these wines are concentrated and one grape only can produce a drop of ice wine. that is why its expensive and taste so good.

yum bought some back home to let my girl and i enjoy together on her birthday... kekekeke... and another bottle to be enjoyed with my other wine lover frens... cant buy much cos i have no more $$$ d... kekekekeke..... thats my trip in niagara....

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

in redmond

woke up eaarly. wanna take shower but it was like ice in the tub, standing there for like 10 minutes frozen cos cannot move,,,.. hahaha actually dun dare to turn the tap.... but finally just fullblast on the heater and let the water run first.... was refreshing after the shower....

got ready and went to nearby pancake house to have br8fast. breakfast was nice and hot tea was the savior of the day. my pick up was at 8.30 so went back to the hotel and waited by the fire place. nice nice... anything that is hot is nice at that time...

me like hot... how hot also i dun mind but cold..... eeee..... dunno how to get rip of it. well the pick up was on time and drove us to the company in another smaller town named Duvall. very nice small town. everything there is so quiet and calm... a good place to settle down and have family.

the meeting was there and saw how they work and their depth of their knowledge. wow!!!

well was here for three full days and they are a good host and they fed us well... everyday good lunch and good dinner...

well left redmond on thursday morning and head to toronto... yup canada... more to come...... keep on tune... kekekeke

Monday, November 01, 2004

flying to US

its business trip here so have to keep low profile.... cant tell u all everything or i need to do massive manslaughtering. hehehehehe

well dun worry i will update u where i went for the whole trip. my journey there was long... from Seoul took bout 13 hours to LA. haha... ya i know LA is a great place.... Las Vegas is there but too bad aint have any chance to visit there cos my connecting flight is to Seattle.....

Seattle a beautiful place... and when we landed the shuttle van took us to a small town called Redmond... hmmm, some of u may know this small town, yupp its the HQ of Microsoft.... and the ppl said that if there is no MS there is no Redmond.... hmm.... wonder wonder.... lets put it this way, if there is no iHs there is no Puchong.... kekekekekekeke... ok ok... stop the craps.

well MS was not my next stop. the van took us to a clozy hotel named Redmond Inn.... its a beautiful hotel. was bout 5pm when arrive at the inn. yup its still sunday.... hahaha had a 24hours flight and bout 10 hours transit and it is still sunday.... ha ha.... too bad jet lag and not worth to gain a day.

didnt manage to scout around at nite cos was freezing cold. was like 5degC and plus wind plus rain... its freezing.... just need to hibernate and there i go to my bed and ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz.

Sunday, October 31, 2004

transiting in seoul international airport

hi hi peeps, what a long flight from malaysia to korea, it took like 6 hours to reach here... moreover it is an airbus. there are no individual screen so have to bear with the radio station... but u know what in korean air 9 out of 10 channels are korean radio channel. how sad.

ppl one more thing before the ppl behind the queue nag me.... korean air girls are not pretty at all.... will go on my laptop and see if there is any wireless network where i tap on and go online and update my blog since i have bout 10 hours here.... kekekekekekeke.... ok ok ok... ppl behind me going to be frus soon.... cheers ppl....

Monday, October 25, 2004

manU ends arse's run

clash of the titans just now... was like last year when they met in the same arena.... interesting 90mins of action. both my fav team in action, never want any of them to lose but the tribe have spoken today. its the end of continues unbeaten in epl.

felt bad for them cos it wasnt a fair game, manu's players were so extremely dirty in the first half no doubt arse's were too but manu over did it... moreover the referee was either blind last nite or obviously bias.

first half was struggle for both... trying their best to get the ball near the goal and score... few opportunities for both but just can finish with a bang..... all was exhausted after the tiring match.... went to their locker room to get a boost from their manager and coach.

second half started and wasnt good in the beginning till like WHAT!!! a controversial decision by the referee and manu got their penalty kick. it was like last seasons match..... the arena was quiet.... van nistelrooy walk to the twelve yard to payback his miss from the same spot, same arena, same goal keeper, same rival. whistel heard, took his breath and off a smooth touch to be save (hahahaha) last yr he kick it too hard and got the pole. and he got the victorious goal at minute 73.

later a perfect combination pass by smith to rooney to deliver his birthday gift into the back of the net. rooney secured manu at the minute 90. cheers to rooney for the excellent finisher. happy bitrthday to u.

times out. full time manu 2 - arse nil. i felt lousy at first cos was so wasted after 50th minus 1 match unbeaten but i realized that i rather they fall to a titan than a underdogs, and the fall will be greater.

again, bravo to Man U!!!

went home feeling great and will sleep real well now.... nites ppl..... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Sunday, October 24, 2004

engine 33

another hero movie, a typical story of a firefighter, drama yet abit of action here and there.... well dun have to say bout the movie much u guys out there will start to imagine it like other rescue movie look a like. most of the scenes are predictable (ya oh i told u all its a typical one oh).

anyway the thing that is worth to watch bout this movie is the cast (sorry girls if u all are looking for a brat pitts.... sorry no in here and no where near him at all) not bout their looks but more of how pheonix, joaquin (i tut was a gurls name but my fren says its a guys name.)put himself in the shoe of a firefighter. i think he is the right man for it....

johnny boy is old d... all he can do is sits around the engine and telling what to do and what not to do. if u know him, and havent watch the movie. u all will know what character suits him in the movie.... Yes u r right - the baby sitter of engine 33. he is good at this type of character, no doubt. recently dun see him in action much but the good old days in face off (a show i watch more than 10 times and still urge to watch it). emm.... if u r old enuf u all will know him as a comedian and even older a singer and dancer..... hehehehehe... i think i am old d....

jacinda barrett, one of my fren who watch with me said that she is a girl he would do anything for her, even go to the moon to plug a flower(if moon have one) for her he will do it. for me..... hmmm she is hot but not a woman i will die for. nice and sweet from the first look but later not so lah.... she started as a young and decent gurl to a mother of 2 kids... well can she act? better than kirsten dunst from my own oppinion.

what do u think?

Friday, October 22, 2004

raining in malacca

to all.... especially those who read my blog... i was so touch that ppl even call me and tell me that i am back... hahahaha, back as in updating myself in my blog. really touch... even msn ppl like saying finally no more autumn huh.... touch... thanks for jus doping by. luv u guys.... muaaaackssss.....

in malacca, in sam's house, his mum cooks wonderful food... aint recovered yet but what the hack.... wallop onli...

y in mlk? well had a company sales and product briefing in my malacca branch today and tomolo. interesting to look at ppls reaction when talk about selling their own company's products. ppls mind sets... when they know the insights of the company they always look at the cons of the product but never focus on the strength that we have.... hai disappointed but happy cos i c how i grew these few years in the company and without ppl in here i wouldnt be writing here...

special thanks to all that impacted my life...

ok ok i think i should stop now.... need my rest cos aint feeling good at all.... u all have a great weekend ya.... cheers....

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

autumn in china no more

hi hi ppl... been mia for some time and planning to get my arse back in here and move my fingers... first of all been a long while since me myself visited my own page... must be the lazy virus spreading around.

many things been going on here and there, hope to catch up everything in here. today aint a good day for me. woke up at 2.30am, ya was raining and my spotty woke me up... she was so scared and scratching the door and i gotta wake up and teman her... got my lazy butt up and went down to sleep on the couch so she wont wake up the others. yup she is ok after that but for me, am so awake and cant go back to sleep. but finally still manage to sleep well... woke up again at 5 and this time my head was burning and my body is freezing.... knew i caught a cold and going to fall sick if i dun take care.... went to the kitchen and grab a Hor Yan Hor tea bag and drink it down warm and force myself back to bed and get the sweat out... hopefully by morning i will get well and get back to work...

7.30am
alarm rang, woke up and head still burning. go brush up and drank some water and ot back to bed.

8.00am
second alarm rang, woke up woste than before.... knock down right away....

9.20am
late late late, force myself up and get to work....

9.35am
in office, like zombie... can even manage my stuff and work. went br8fast took some food, day getting worse to worst.

12.00pm
cant even answer my client question when he called... knew my body aint functioning anymore.....

1.00pm
went out off office to look for a doctor near by and took mc for the day

1.30pm
back home sleep like a baby till 6pm.

6.00pm
sis woke me up and cooked porridge for me... how sweet.... but others are feasting... sis bought some food from the ramadan bazaar and they are feasting and me with my plain porridge.

7.00pm
not getting better, but even worst.... took med and back to dreamland but eyes wide open till now...

10.30pm
status??? still bad... cant sleep and even cant move alot.... felt so hungry now but dunno what to eat... saw some left over food but i know i cant eat them... hai..... ok lah i will get back to bed and hopefully tomolo will be a brighter day for me...... cheers ppl.... sleep well and drink loads of water k.... end...

Monday, September 06, 2004

Autumn in China Part II

well talk about starting to like china but there sure have downside of every thing. drivers are on the left side, how to shift gear with my right hand??? am so used to left hand shift gear and ramp my accelerator and have my perfect shift with my 86???? traffic lights. on a four lane cross junction traffic lights. when green light on my side, the other side also green, well it is common but the weird thing is that my side allowed to turn left (remember china is driving on the right lane) and same goes to the cars coming from opposite direction. turning left is 24hours even its red light..... word of advice : DO NOT SPEED even it is green light, cos cars come from ALL directions.

Well spent a weekend here and was friday nite went out partying in China. well will sure compare but let me go to details. two of my colleagues are going back malaysia on sat so boss say lets go out and party... i cant believe my big boss went clubbing with us... oh no... i dun even dare to do anything and felt so wierd to party with boss... well one of my customer was there with us and took us to somewhere ok lah... i didnt wanna go but wanna compare with malaysia... well was not a bad place crowded with over 300 ppl in a small warehouse. and there are two floors so i went up to the first floor to have a better view.... sat there and talk to few girls there... my madrin aint so good so they have a good laugh at me... any how this are just normal... untill i saw two girls fighting, yup live cat show... and the chain went on.... there was like 8-10 girls fighting on the dance floor.... whoosh... ofcos on the first floor i saw the whole thing... pretty good view. but just in a less than 5 mins the bouncers took all of them out... shows over and all of them get back to party/.... i think is normal there...

well my customer is really good in girls which he manage to get few girls to dance and drink with my colleagues and boss. well me still sitting away from them cos i dun wanna have a crazy one jus sit there by myself and chill out. well if u wanna compare???? malaysia is better.

surprisingly all of them are so well behave and went back before 2am.... hmm.... think all of them have a reputation to keep. ask me i enjoy my time there???? not at all... is the ppl lah.... i prefer my companions in KL... miss u all back there and i will be back soon...

SATURDAY NITE FEVER...... to be continue...................................

Friday, September 03, 2004

Autumn in China part I

greeeeeeeetings from China..... well guys, china is a great place to explore and you all should look at the infrastructure, well if u think coming here is jus for the mother nature. Well, make my words u guys are wrong. place here is great... the buildings, the streets, the trees, the people, THE FOOD, free broadband every where. am here for work s not much time going around....

have been here for almost a week and am enjoying the weather.... its september and in a month time will be autumn. every morning i woke up there is something different on the same street i walk by everyday, the colors of the leaves of every three started to turn orange. wow first time in my life in a four season country... like it here alot but i dun think i like the summer here... my colleague said that is was so hot that u dun even wanna go anywhere, it was like 40 deg cel!!!!! realli siau one.

not a fun time here cos pressure from customer is great, need to play with ur tougue and dip it in the oil..... hahahahahaha

ok ok ... more to come..... update next time

no updates in here....

sorry guy for no updates, will try to make my time in here for sure.... BTW am in China now.....

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

moment of silence part II

Just got back from swan, met with loads of frens back there, nowhere like home. Place is small, traffic is light, a place where I wanna be but not this trip.

Went back on Monday nite after work. I didn’t wanna drive so Michael (swan mate) drove back, with two more swan mates. We were just chatting in the car and catching up. The journey was long cos mic wanna have a safe drive home. I was restless in the car cos am not use to sit in a long journey without touching the wheels.... me bugging so hard for mic to let me drive but he jus dun wanna me to drive cos he knows I will speed... hahaha... jus sit back and toss around lo.

Arrived at my home town, always was a happy moment when saw the two stretch of shop lots in Kg Koh but this time everyone was so quiet in the car. The place is so small even i couldn’t catch my breath, the junction to the house is just ahead. Took the turn and saw cars, cars, cars parking along the road. Our car move even slower and atmosphere was really dull in the car. Just hope that it is not happening, got a parking and walk towards the house. Saw other frens there and greeted all of them. Saw the casket, and we walk towards it. Heart was rolling fast n hard, approached the coffin and look down. saw his face, almost couldn’t recognize him cos it was badly distorted. My heart jus cried out.... ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! My tear jus couldn’t flow out at all... speechless and null for a moment... my frens push me away cos they were behind me and wanted to see him for the last time.

Aint a moment everyone was looking forward to see. Ai ling just broke down in tears.... I was blur thru out the whole nite and went back to my aunt’s blur. Totally blur........

Yesterday was the funeral, there were so many ppl... more than the nite before. more frens were there. If u ask me hows the funeral, well ok lah.. like other funerals lo... how to say the funeral was good if it isn’t a good thing to attend at all. Paid my last respect and one thing flashed my mind, and deep within me I know he is smiling up there with the Father above. It was just a relieve.

This is the time to cherish every moment u can spend time with the one u love. A simple smile and a simple care for ur fren before u cant even do it. Luv u all out there. Cheers.....


Monday, August 16, 2004

moment of silence part I

have not been updating my site for a while. dunno where to start but something happened yesterday morning. i got a sms from my fren, a home town sitiawan fren. the message went “got a shocking news this morning, Bik Hun was involved in a bus accident jus now, he didn’t make it”. my heart broke, was with my gf and she ask me dozens of times what was going on but I just stand there in silence for very long. no tears running down my cheeks but deep within I was crying...

Bik Hun, a kind hearted, polite, unselfish, humble, loving, nice, good looking, I can go on forever but the most of all, his faithful devoted passion for Christ. he is one of my oldest frens in my life. Meet him in a small housing estate Taman Hijau, Sitiawan when I was 7 years old. Went to the same school ACS, play guli every single evening, cycle together, friendship was going well when my dad decided to migrate to Sabah so my whole family went there.... completely no contact with him for years till one chinese new year after my secondary years, I went back to sitiawan to catch up with frens. cos I remember where he stayed so cycle to his house to c if he is still staying there. Yes he still stay in the small single storey link house. ask for him and his mom said that he is out for basketball at Wesley Meth church. I cycled all the way to Wesley to meet him and I saw him. immediately I know its him, his face never change. that time they were having some ping pong competition. I remember that time he signed me in for it and played double with him. the hospitality that he gave was unconditional.

It was like 8 years ago and it is still fresh in my mind. cos his life impacted me, he makes me feel so at home even when I myself dun feel I belong to sitiawan any more. years goes by and our relationship went deeper. saw him last Sunday at Planet Shakers concert as well jus manage to talk awhile cos he was with his church mates. that was the last time I saw him. he is dear to my heart. I love u brother and ur passion will carry on in the peoples life that u have impacted. c u in heaven..

had my usual pool session with my sitiawan frens in club7 last nite but last nite was the biggest gathering there. lots of swan mate was there to just catch up. one was on her way there and involved in an car pile accident. a road was under construction and the roads are slippery and few cars was skidded and her car was in the middle and crash with the rest. the car was wreck but thank God she escape unwounded. i dun think I can take it if she was taken away.

life is fragile, very fragile. what am I doing now??? Am I being who am i? have I live my life to the fullness... its Monday today and trying to get myself together to do my work but deep within I am not doing good now. still recovering from the shocking news. jus couldn’t believe it but I need to accept the truth.

the funeral is tomolo and I am going back later after work. I am heading nowhere but need to get back to work.

Monday, August 09, 2004

friend???? u have one? i found an ultimate one

story below sent by a fren... hope u all enjoy reading it. peace.

One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his face.

It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books. He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends. He said yes. We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!" He just laughed and handed me half the books. Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends. When we were seniors, we began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship.

Kyle was valedictorian of our class. I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak. Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates t han I had and all the girls loved him.

Boy, sometimes I was jealous. Today was one of those days. I could see that he was nervous about his speech. So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!" He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled. "Thanks," he said.

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began. "Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends. I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story." I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met. He had planned to kill himself over the weekend. He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later an d was carryin g his stuff home.

He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. "Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable." I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. Not until that moment did I realize it's depth. Never underestimate the power of your actions. With one small gesture you can change a person's life.

For better or for worse. God puts us all in each other's lives to impact one another in some way. Look for God in others.

end.

Jesus is the ultimate fren of all. he took the step to the cross without any complaints even it takes so much effort and cost. why cant we just smile to someone one the raod.... mayb with jus that it will make a world of difference for that person. be encourage for there are ppl around who will encourage u.

"Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." I need u all and help me to remind myself of me being the person that will lift u up. cheers.

Shaken by Shakers

weekend was superb.... saturday was having a headache, went back home early due to the agony. mom is the greatest person on earth.... saw me in pain and boiled Hor Yan Ho tea for me.... after the drinking it, i was completely heal... hahahahaha.

sat nite went for the Jazz Festival in Mont Kiara, cos heard that the percussion team led by Mark was good. nothing very grand but they ended it really well by not playing Jazz but a jamaican drum beats. i think am not a jazz person..... :p

Planet Shakers was in town. City Church KL organized the whole thing and rented CLC (my church) for their appearance. they shook the whole sanctuary..... very very good band, especially the drummer's kicking.....

another team from Planet Shakers will be coming in september 2004 and December for the PS seminar... visi their website for information.... so dun miss it ok....

Saturday, August 07, 2004

12 hours but not enuf

yesterday was a mad day, went down to malacca with sam to follow up on a project, didnt do much thing there but dunno y me head is giving me a bad time... wanna come back home early to rest but waiting for a meeting at 230pm. after the meeting, manage to get onto the car at 4 plus.

tut can lay back and rest my head but before i could get to the passenger seat, sam gave me the signal to drive. so i got to the driver's seat and make myself comfortable. head is still burning but cos was excited to go home it gets better, journey started and thank God driving makes me feel good and my headache is all gone.... happily dringing all the way back and before reaching back to office to get my car. i turn down the air-con cos it is freezing my hands.... but the passengers behind the car is complaining the temp is too high so need to turn it back on again. couldnt blame them cos the weather was hot at that time....

the cold starts to spread from my hand to my body and all the way to my head.... it was like only 10mins driving in that torture driving brings back my headache. it was getting bad... very bad till i need to take a nap on my table when back to office before i head home.

the nap didnt help at all but anyway better rest at home than laying on my desk. got home, took pain killer and drop dead on my bed at 7pm. eyes opened at 10pm, looking around and see if my head is still pain or not. well it was ok till i got up on my feet. the pain went up again like wanna smash my head with a hammer..... ishhh... drag myself to wash up cos i am dirty and hungry. and wish the shower can help a bit... too bad it is still the same.

back to bed without anything in my tummy cos the pain is torturing me. woke up by my dad at bout 4am. he was sleeping in my room last nite. didnt even know that cos my dad arrives at 11ish from sabah. i think have enuf sleep d so get up to do some things, better than laying down on my bed. got on my feet and again the pain came back.... but what the hack, when down stairs make myself a hot drink, sit on the couch, on the tv and seach thru the movie list and took shrek 1 out and watch it.

couldnt take the pain so went back to sleep on the couch. waken at 7am by mom and dad was awake and talking in the living room, didnt wanna open my eyes till nette hold my hand and call me up. she wanted to go back to malacca so i need to drive her down to pudu bus station.

woke up, wash up, talk a while with parents and off i go. oh yes the pain is still ringing in my head. drive to pudu and back in office now, took out my phones and have 15 missed calls and 6 sms. now headache to call all of them back and tell them what happened. my head still burning now.... off i go now till then..... do pray for me, thanks mate.

Thursday, August 05, 2004

hot hot day

been out of office today, was not a good day to travel in the car at this type of weather.... the sun rays are just like piercing thru my skin and all the way to my bones. moreover my car air-con aint working as usual, hot hot hot is the only thing on my mind. what to do still need to go to customer's place in bangi to get more sales in.

the day ended pretty late and due to the weather i was weared out completely. thank God my gf had a training after work and i was not late to pick her up. but seems like i have to wait for her instead at her office cos the training started late and i waited till 715pm.

its thrusday and i have a Life Fellowship (LF) to go to. yup its a cell group. a place where i belong to and where my family will meet. it starts at 8pm and i rush all the way back home, take a shower and way i go again...... day never ends for me.

LF was good. really really good. the thing that came to my alertness was when mae said that there wont be any agenda for the nite, it is just a nite to spend time together and waste time with God.... hahaha... we started to share our thoughts out. everyone of us.

something to chew for the week (something that reminded me of). remember the old days where we strive our way thru our studies, went thru sleepless nites before exams and just feel like it is not happenning and wont wanna face it at all. but in the end we still make it thru. it is quite amazing the things that we did in the past which u think it can never be done it by you. well u done it. even as for now, even we face problems, just wish that it will just wipe out from the face of the earth but again we still need to go thru it.

It is again our walk with God, sometimes seems so hard to go on and all other things are not in favor of u carrying on the journey.... dun give up, press on and it will be history. and one day u will look back and something u can be proud of. luv.......

Pasta for dinner

had pasta for dinner... ehem, my dear dear cooked for me.... she was preparing the food and me sitting down doing nothing...... thats the girl i want. hahaha. how can i just let her do everything? need to sayang her also rite? help her in everyway i can. me luv u b, and i luv ur cooking. muaaaacksss.....

what a day, just got back from pool with Sam (my boss), stef, and my bro... had a good time. Sam u long time didnt play d lah.... a bit rusty but still good, jus need some practise. dunno y lah am still really really alert. think need to force myself to bed if not tomolo will be a zombie in office.... nite nite mates....

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Against the ODDs

My first ever blog site.... hahahahaaha ya i know what i ever said before to bloggers (some may know.) but after some consideration i shall try it out but again this blog will not use against what i stand and believe.

Y i against blogging??? first it is a place where you write about what u think, what ur heart says, share information, u name it. you do this when u have no one to share it to. you are lonely. ya i am now... hahahaha... is not that but it is a place where i can share it and hope that what i gone thru in life can help readers to learn from it.

secondly, blog violates someones privacy. is a place where rumours and gossip always take place. it is suppose to be a place where both outputs and inputs to be taken place but not only one direction. I shall not make this place as a place of gossip but a place of uplifting and encouraging to others.

Here I go, people..... Cheers mate.